how does anybody even trust anybody?????
Is that what I am supposed to feel?
Is that what you feel? to want? and only????
you only want to feel like that ? on purpose? by your choice?????
Is that why maybe I can't understand the worlds that exist in the one we all share??? because for me to only want to feel like you , , , , i would be so sad
to even to want to feel ; ; ;
ahhhhhh, , , is that it ????
why you don't want to feel????? because you think you can't????
oh please don't think that - - not of yourself and not to anyone else - - - - - - -
do you see - - - - - - -
how it just spreads
I/m sorry if my thoughts are weird as they come into write - - - but they come to me in worry - - - - as I see I guess - - - what it is that you can't - - - -
to never be more
- - -to me - - - that means to
never live again - - -
and I don't know why I write but that just that I do; in hopes to heal me and maybe heal anyone else that wants to see me in their own worlds - - to hope to make better - - - for us all to see to be - -
because - for me - - I see - - - if you can think more and more for yourself - - - - - - - - - - - then thoughts can become more than just thoughts themselves
and now just by thinking that - - - I have already started to learn to see more to want to become more and more for me - - - but now to see - - -
that to be even more after even if I can get to be complete and feel free for me- - - - but that is only my part and for me - - -
now my part to the whole one world that we all exist in - - -
is to do my part not only for me - - - to see how I want to live - - - - - for me and for everyone and for everyone and for me- - - - and to live - - - you can only be FREE
then you are FREE TO LIVE
if I can learn to love myself when I was only told to not bother - - - what do you think we can learn - - - about all the questions on the earth - - when we all want to bother !!
big deal - - if we still act like fckin apes
then it is not knowledge then that you seek
and then to me; that then; ; is too bad for all of us
if my brain can do this with my mind - - - and it should not have - - - - - - - - - - -
what do I care then about the shit you have in front of my eyes - - - now I know - that is all that you want me to only dream of
when there is much more and to to make real - - -
that is how to get more
more out of your life and for you and then for everyone - - - because know everyone can learn - - - and learn for them - - - and hen - - no limits to what we can dream - - - and for us all to have and to share - - -
this mess is because of the reverse
to not share is GREED
to not share knowledge that belongs to all - is called GENOCIDE
just because we have lived this way for so long - doesn't make it right - - - only for who? maybe that is the question we all now need answered - - we are not all sheep anymore
funny - - because what you did to me - - to my generations before- - -to abuse us all - - because what you did - what you started - - has come now back around to you - - - your abuse complete - - - onto you - - - and that is what that means - - - because it is you , just like dave , , ,that can't see , , what your abuse will do - - - if it ever came back around to you - - - - - - - - - - -
how will you know deal with the pain - - that pain that you caused - - and now cannot hide - - -not anymore - - - because one person took a stand - - - so that others can see - -
- - please check and see - - if you are free , before you judge - - -
because to me - - if it is first you judge when you see - - - you then are not free - - because , when you are free or starting too - - it becomes not the first thing that you do anymore
I believe every person living on this planet - - has been abused by another to some degree - - - this is my thesis