All My Thoughts - Dec 19.21

I need to feel love to exist - - -that is what I need - -

I need to be seen as a human - - as all equals – that is what we are if we are to exist - -

We are all the same - - - the only thing that differentiates me from you – is not your right to rule over me- - only to protect me - - - I am equal as you believe you are - - which means that if you believe that you can do whatever you like because you figured out how to abuse and manipulate to only feed your ego - - - your small dic- - - - but a dic is not what differentiates from you to me - - - those are just biological reproductive parts-  - - - what makes me unique - - - is that I am learning to see your game of greed - - and I still don’t want it - - -

Because what you abusers forgot or never learned - - - -

That if you are feeling that this is the best that you can achieve for yourself - - - - - then that means you are now abused and can see that you are not even in control of your life anymore - - - that greed has taken over - - - and that is all that you  can think about - - - your small dic and one throw - - big deal - - - you should see how a woman’s biology can create more than one single spew, - lol - - where as we can multi and multi and with different whole feelings as the more intense they can get - - - and you, only one and your done - - - so, don’t think your dic is what makes you a man - - -  but of course you would and would tell others that because you want others to start to think and only think like you -  - - so then when you do wrong and harm onto others - - - you can say what’s the big deal - - so what - - -

Well - - fck you then - - -for not being more for not being a man - - - because if you are saying your reproductive organs make you - - -then guess what - - we are better equipped for that than you - - lol - - - so piss of with that dic shit talk - - it’s old and pathetic - - just like you dave and my dad; ; ; a time of shame is what your reign is - - -not father’s to be proud of; ; ;- - because that is the secrets us the abused keep that is your shame onto your own family and then onto others- - - - like what the fck already - - does no father care about their daughters??????? Like fcking stand the fck up already , please, , we need to see you -  - to be lights for those that want more out of this life - - - this one chance this one shot at doing what you want to live and to how to live and to how to love

Not to have greed control every aspect of my life - -

Of my body, of my mind, to get to feel really alive and that I of my soul, , and that I really lived in my life with me at the controls , because why do I feel that no one gets not to - - - or not anymore  - -and everyone is afraid - - but change can only come if you do something new - - - something different ; ; ; what if that is all that it takes - - - is just these words to inspire others to live and to live free - - -free from rape , free from a fathers abuse , free to see that live is a right and is all equal from me to you and then all the way around - - - this is how we will learn and then to see - - -more and more possibilities - - - like who knows!!!! Lol-lol-  but when you have everyone in the world working on problems - - rather than only a very select fckin few – assholes - - -

How do you know then - - - how far we could have evolved already - - - and you pieces of shit only see greed as an eternity - - not for me , I see more - - -

To only be an abuser and abuse - - - what the fck do you soon think will happen ?? like duh - - it has come back around to you - - - -

And you don’t see - - - this living - - not learning  - - not learning how to be more than just me in this shit world to see to see only –( you for you)

To keep only living this shit way - - will soon be , no way - -- --- -

There is much more to life - - than to be abused and to be an abuser - - this shit life - - to rule to live this way - - is just so less

 

I wish you could see what I see - - it’s called my love that I have for me – lol - - that’s it - - self-love - - to see myself as so much more than what only you had planned for me - -

Love that I finally learned for me - - -and I don’t want to give it up I guess - - lol – lol - - it just feels so good - - to be happy - - - and to enjoy moments that are now - - and to enjoy each one so much better and better and for what they are - - -as part of my journey - - to learn and to then learn more about me - - - and to know that this is part of learning - - - and then that means that I am no longer your dog or anyone else’s for that matter - - - and nor should anyone be  - - because if you think you have the right to abuse me - - -then that means that I have the same right too - - and if only a dog I am and only if I can ever figure it even out - -- 

So - - this means then that you are not better than me dave, dad - - actually you are less now than me - - you are now that shit under my shoes - - ( what you referred me to as slave, dog, etc,). Because I see you and figured you out - - and what’s even more - - - I figured out how to see even more than a shitty lonely life of abuse and self greed - - fck you - - I want more , more for my life - - - because I can see that there are more than just one possibility for life to be - - - and you forgot that or you knew - - - and if you never knew that , that means that you are abused too by abusers that are better than you at abusing others in life

See your shitty circle at life - - darwin’s theory forgot to add those that can’t evolve, that won’t change and forgot to add of those that can evolve at their own rate – you forgot to add the slaves of abuse to learn from your shame and neglect - - that what you are is nothing to life

To abuse your own family - - like WTF, you think you’re so smart and yet look - - you accomplished nothing in life – to only abuse life is to also abuse yours

To waste your life either abused or to abuse - - either way - - it is the same - - nothing lives - - nothing is free and not free to exist to be – and only breathed did we all get to only be

To have all the lands educated and learnt - - that is the next steps for life - - to exist or to never not then - - and that then - - is for all of us

However you want to live in your life - - shouldn’t you be able to??? Without harming of another’s - - - that should have been the rule - - - rule to protect not to command away from your own life as to see as it is at how we all exist - - and to see then what really could make the difference in this world in this life - - - is to stand - -

-for your right to life - - as equal to each other’s - - -

To keep knowledge from people - - is to keep people as things - -


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