Quotes to Post part 2

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If you only have you – why be hard on yourself - - for you to feel even more like shit?

Right?

Doesn’t make sense - -

When you can start to understand yourself - - you start to see how others act - - how others only want to make you feel - -

-- maybe that’s all they can feel - - - it has nothing to do with you - - - not if you stay on your journey and not be of just one - - of just one thought; ;  - - maybe that is what ‘one’ means - - one thought to then none - - if you let an abuser near you - - -

-- see how important to see how others really are - - - and not as you have been told - - - also too - - because those that only tell you to only keep you - - - maybe have not told the truth about others and to others about you - - - 

 

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What the 9 – 5 job does to your brain -

Why would they tell us- - - - - - - - - - -

How it stifles the brain - - the paths

 

Tables are turning to what is considered wealth- - - you new this was always a possibility - - that is why you tried so hard to make each of us not be – individually and as one - - -

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If this world is for me to be in  - - -then I have to be in it !!!!!! that’s how I make changes for me to see-

 

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Do what is right for you - - - think for you - - - - remember  to use your brain too - - -

 

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To be you

You have to love the you that is you !!

Be Strong For You !!

 

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Why do you think I need your shit in my life!!! - - I have enough shit of my own.lol

Be my friend on this journey - - - or fck off!!! Away from my journey to exist - - -

What right do you have to make me less- - -

You first - -

And then you only - - -

 

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TAKE CARE OF ALL OF YOU!!

 

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THIS IS MY BRAIN IN THOUGHT

THIS IS MY BRAIN IN THOUGHT FOR ME TO FEEL AND TO SEE

AS A THOUGHT FOR ME TO SEE AND TO FEEL

WHAT THOUGHTS I CAN FEEL

THEN TO MAKE REAL

 

 

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TO DO THE RIGHT THING - - - - - - EVEN WHEN IT IS JUST YOU

 

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Why do they want us to believe that we can’t get along - - so they can keep abusing us - - that is why there is racism - - it is not us - - it is what they need us to believe we want - -

We need to get out from under their shame - - from the shame of all our abusers - - it is there’s to hold and bear - - not ours - - - but that is how manipulation works - - to make you feel bad for they did to you

 

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It’s about so much and then so little at the same time

 

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When you realize that there is more - - - - you don’t want an ordinary life - - - - - you want more

I am learning !! - - and I think what I have figured out or starting too --- gets me in the door – to learn more --- to open my mind --- maybe it’s our own doors  - - to see - - how we want to actually be for ourselves to be to want - - - not for greed - - - for greed you feel not alive - - -because it is not my greed – I don’t need to stay alive - - it is greed killing me - - - and we can’t see or are afraid to stop it - -  and we shouldn’t be - - - this is our reality too – this is our world too – to exist with dignity - - not shame as those before us that think they can power us –

 

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Live Love Live Love Live Love Live Love Live Love Live Love Live Love Live Love Live Love Live Love Live Love Live Love Live Love Live Love Live Love Live Love Live Love Live Love Live Love Live Love Live Love

 

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If you can see shit

You are in the shit too

Why do you think the top you see?

Look at how easy it was to abuse you –

To abuse my abuser

That is you

Because you don’t see

What now I do –

Because it is now you abused

And not me to see

 

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Is this why we have fckerrs  - - -

Because if you can even get to this point in learning  - -

To even see-

To even realize –

Then you use it for only you to see –

Definition of a narcissist

 

And depends on your nature and nurture - -

Of who you want to be and how you want to be seen  - -

But for a narcissist ; ; it is how not to be seen - -

And you think you have the right - - - over me - - - to see me - - -

Are you fckin kiddin???? One life one chance so fck off!!!!!

When to only think of yourself individually and only  – you now only think just for one

And then one to be none - - please see

Because to forget or to not see all that you can see once you know to see and that can- - -

But to only think of yourself only as complete - - without other thoughts to see to feel - -

How can you say you are complete - - in what you see and in what you feel - - -

Because you know that is not then being complete - - not living - - not living top the fullest - -

So when you hide to not be for others to see - - it is you that lives - - or is it just me!!!

Are you know seeing what you are seeing?  Because how can you now know – 100% - -

Because what do you think you are seeing - -

If I can see to ask

Why haven’t you my abuser - -

Are you not smarter than me?? Blah blah - - the word is no - - it is just your greed that makes you think you are smarter than everyone you see - - - -blind bias of yours - - to keep and to hold - - always with you and not love and not to grow - - enjoy that shit  - - in your head  - - and then tell me - - who in the fuck do you really see you as - - -

 

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It is society damaging me

So I can’t see

So I can’t be

 

Everything is a form

Of how to manipulate

How to control

 

Is that how everything is?

Is that how you want

Everything to be?

To never love like I do

To never be like you can be

 

Just a puppet on a string

 

For those that are even smarter – less- -

Than even you

That know how to abuse

You too

 

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If this is you thinking for yourself and you think you can get to abuse me and have that right

Because I can’t see what you do to me - -

Then what right do you think you have now - -

Now that I can see what you did to me to not be to not exist

 And only you - -

Which now doesn’t deserve that right - -

What you do to me - - you do to you

What you do to me - - I can do to you

We all can be assholes if we choose - -

 

To be only of less and can’t see how to be more - -

That is you my abuser

 

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I am thinking

I am thinking now

I am thinking for me for me now

I am thinking for my mind in me to be to see

That is what feels so cool !!!

To learn to think for me

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IF YOU NEED A MIRACLE  -- - BELIEVE IN YOU

 

 

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IS IT TO TAKE WHATEVER YOU WANT

IS IT TO TAKE WHAT EVERYONE WANTS

OR TO GIVE

WHATEVER YOU WANT

CHANGE THEIR WORLD

TO CHANGE OURS

 

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TO FEEL

 

TO FEEL WHEN YOU ARE TO NOT

 

THAT IS TO FEEL

 

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How far behind am I in thought than everyone else ?

How far behind am I in thought for myself ?

 

 

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Can only one reality exist?? In terms of reality - - what would that mean then to the rest of us - -

Because in reality—

One reality can’t exist without an other –

to exist

 

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You got only two options in life

to fight or to fck

to live or to not

to stand or to not

to believe or to not

to see or to not

to be happy or to be not

to exist or to not

to believe you lived a life of want

or not

 

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I’M TRYING NOT TO BE A MESS-

BUT I DON’T FIT IN THIS WORLD

IF IT IS ALL THE SAME

 

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I don’t understand why only have a few people  - humans – working on the answers of the world of our existence - - when we all can help and be part of it - - 

Assholes in charge - - look at how their narrow minds consumed of their own hate and greed - - - has jeopardized - - - - -all of us ------ like hello ????????????

To not be - - this is what I see

For all of us

 Unfortunately- - - if we do not stand and demand for change - - - for all humans to exist and to live - - - not to just and only breathe - - - for those that cannot even see; ; - - - because if they did; ; - - - they would not do to us - - -what they think no one would do to them - - - -  because as we can see - - - what fckin right do you think you have  - - - - - - like hello???????? We all can see - - - - - now what lies will you say - - - or will you too- - be a part of change - - - change that will have to happen - - - - because if for only one reason - - - because I will stand for change for me in this world to exist and to be - - - not just breathe - - - - - because - - - another human - - - does not have any right over me - - - - -

And in my reality - - this is true - - because I believe in me and now you - - -

To exist - - that is human

To not exist - -that is greed

 

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Because of all the possibilities the world can be - - -how do you know which one is real ? that you see? Or they all real in a reality way - - like shimmering over each other - - - like waves in water - - - but in space  - - - and with no end so see - - - just as to flow of the ocean that we see - - - to make us feel as part - - - - of the world that we are in - - - and we don’t see or realize - - - what maybe these means or is to be meant - - - that we are closer to figuring out all that is around us - - - because if you can’t feel - - - how do you know what you touch - - -

Because if energy is energy –and has no one shape - -  - energy is the same; as it is energy  - - - there is no good or bad - - - it flows  - - doesn’t stop - -  round and round or maybe not - - where does the water flow back too??? Where does the water go - - - where was the start - - - to this incredible part of life - - -

If things are not things - - -things are energy - - - what is it then we are really seeing and told only to believe - - - - because when you see; ; - - to be educated - - - you see that there are different levels of knowledge for even those that believe they are part of the ones educated - - - they know to be that energy is energy - - - and we are made to believe since birth what an apple is, what a chair is, what roles men should do, what roles of women will do, how men will be in charge of family – how women to stay home and procreate, how to learn racism, how to attack the weak, how to keep you in line, to stay the role that they have designed ,,,,,,this is what school is for - -and then life after school if not educated - - you already know your roles, because now money is the only difference to separate the rest of the shaft from the wheat.   - - - and it is all shit that I see - - - from the beginning to the end - - - because if I was to believe that in any reality - - - that you own me and own the earth - - - - FCK YOU is then what I say - - - what right do you have over me - - - because if you want to get technical - - -your generations of family my queen - - - have abused all that is to be seen  - - -so what right do you have over me - - - - when it is you my family’s abuser of my generations before and to all each of us to all the same - - - - - to keep us living as slaves still and now to not know - - - - - yep ,, you are just like Dave - - - you sure showed me, you sure showed the world - - - how you tried to hide from all of us - - - - the truth of all of us - - - because of your abuse and your manipulation unto generations of slaves - - - because that is what we are and still are - - - - - - - - - now as to Dave; ; ; as to what I said to him - - - I see you - - - you lose - - - now I see - - - - and because of what you did  - - - - - to me - - - to the world - - - - I will say and stand - - - - - because I have nothing to lose - - - - but my life - - if I chose not to stand - - - and that I cannot do - - - - ask Dave - - -

See how brave I am to my queen - - and it embarrass me to have to say - - - - because you should have seen  - - - because you saw - - - you could have changed the world for all - - - instead - - - it is you and those now with greed as the same - - - shame on you all - - - - - I have My mess to fix - - - and this is yours - - - so fckin enough already - - - stand up or step down - - - you destroyed the world - - - now fix it !!!!!!!!!  and this is not a request - - - because I have the same right as you whether you think I do not - - that is actually irrelevant - - - because that only matters to you - - - - - and as we can all see now - - - you never had our interests at heart - - - because if you did - - - you wouldn’t rule as your father - - - and you could have been ALL our Mother !!!!! Mother Queen you could still be.

The opportunity is still here-  - - do the right thing - - - or don’t - - - and then so what - - -

I will still try - - - to find a part of this world that I can be home in and at..- - - and educate all that want to be more - - and for nothing more than for themselves - - - which is more than you ever offered us- - - a chance or a choose; ; - - - just like Dave - - - you stole and without consent - - -

 

If energy is energy  - - - why do you not let me see - - - my energy - - why do you hide it from me - - -

 

 

A ruler with no wisdom to rule

No wisdom to be a ruler

 

 

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I wonder now - - do we even know how each other feels? Truely to know - - to understand exactly - -

I wonder now - - would life not be better - - for us - - because it seems like we waste a lot of time on that - - and still have no answers- - for us - - for ourselves - - for existence to grow - - -

Isn’t that life - - isn’t that what life is supposed to be - - for me to figure out - - and then to say - - - - not for you to tell me my roles and my place - - - command my brain control my mind sell my body - - -

All you do is take - - - and all I have left is shit - -

 

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If a castle you live –if power you control - -  - my family before me is underneath and cannot breathe and did not exist - - that is why a castle you live - - and I am underneath to do the same to not live - - BUT I breathe to exist - - not to be just and live only because - -

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I want to be PM

And my friend looked and before he could say I say

So why can’t I be PM?

Why? Because it hasn’t been done yet?

I would say

In my world in my reality I already am !! lol

 

And so I say to the rest of the world

We have already begun!!!!

 

To make world changes - -

Not to change the world

From a world of no see

To change the worlds within to see

Is how you change the worlds - -

And then how you can make

World changes - -

 

Superfly right !! lol - - or just me and I can have a lot of fun with this!!!!!!

Right - -- at least I can still smile and laugh and not be stuck - - - a nd stuck in my past of only to not be to not exist and to only breathe - -  and only breathe pain inside of me  - - and to still want love for all - - - because that is all that I am - - all that I want to be - - and for some reason - - - it feels so good to say - - - even if this is to just me - - -

But to believe in me know - - - of all my thoughts to me mine - - - it is so crazy to ever want to feel so much despair and to only despair was all that I was given -  - and somehow - - I pulled myself up and I feel me - - - - me - - - and I don’t have to rape, degrade, manipulate, abuse - - to see you. I don’t want to feel your pain - - I want to feel your love - - - a love for life that nothing that can replace - - - because it can’t - - -

And to still even after that thought to still want to share - - - because maybe I don’t know why anymore - - but it feels right - - -and maybe only right to me because this then is just for me - - - but if there is more and more of a way for all to live - - to create our minds into our brains - - - lol - - lol - - - maybe we have been learning in reverse??? Lol--- and we have to see - - maybe - - -where we are headed to as a society is not only from our past - - because it is now our future  - -

- if we don’t say - - enough to abuse - - it isn’t life - - it is abuse  - -

- that’s it –that is what it is - - see it for what is that - -  - and that what it will take - - your life - -

I guess – I just want to live - - now that I can - - - and now that I am - - - can I still? But I see not if we don’t change - - how we feel - - - that is a key - - I feel important thought to know – to remember  -  and to remember to remember how I felt when I first thought  and I felt what that thought felt to me  - - the first moment that I had that thought - - - - because – I see or I feel - - - to feel is important - - - and it isn’t in your heart - - it is in your brain  - - in your thoughts - - to translate to others to listen to share - -to comment - - lol - - but to share - - - what we really want of - - - what we really want to be - - to do - - when the greed of another doesn’t control you - - - - - - I know you say strange it can’t be done - - why? - - because it hasn’t yet? So what? What does that mean? lol-- There always has to be a start !!!!!

And there always has to be a start to change!!

We are alive but not living - - -

We are breathing but not feeling

Not understanding

How powerful our minds are

And can be

-this is what I want my life to be about - - change - - to make free will actually free will and not by abuse - - to live with love and an understanding  - - that we don’t understand - - - not each other - - - until we do - - !!!! see!!-lol - - there is much we are missing out I think  - - on life- - - on our own lives’ individually and all as one ; ;- - - because to have thought - - - you have to see you as one - - -

Lol –right - - -super fly kitty  style !!!!!! take that abuse !!!! lol – lol - - - maybe my super power - - lol – lol - - too funny - - lol - - remember to laugh - - - it is so important too - - -

To smile to love to enjoy to create to share to just be flippin happy !!! and for yourself - - - and that it is okay to say I can love myself - - even if you don’t want me to or you can’t - - - that is on you and not on me - - - because I want to stay happy - - I will say the truth- - - so you can see - - I mean what I say - - and when I say Fck YOU that is really what I mean to say - - - but not rude - - lol - - it is just to say as to say how to tell how I feel and if I can feel so wonderful with myself and not be sad - - and all because I forgave myself for having to meet Dave and be abused - - - I needed to forgive myself first - - because deep down – I know I should apologize to myself - - - because now and at the same time - - I realized to love myself - - - and that I could - - and I wish I had never forgotten - - - that I didn’t need Dave - - - that he needed me - - - he needed me to abuse so his reality could stay and stay over mine - - - - till the end of time - - - -

I don’t need to abuse - - -I hope that is what you see - - to be happy - - and for me to feel to want - - -because remember now - - - I have had my choose - - -and I have decided - - - not to be a Dave - - so then that also means for me to be true to me and always exist now - - I have to be true to you - -  - -that is what I see - - -that has to be done - - - and maybe that is why to I write all of this - - - - so you can see me - - as for what I am and for what I am learning - -and hope to learn and understand more and to remember that I never want anyone to be me - - - and go through what I have gone - - and feel that this maybe was my path along  ; ; ;because of my dad - - to start - - -that was the start of me - - -  !!!

Super cool right!!! I think so -- - lol - - better than being sad and unhappy and hating my life - - - I want more –a better life and not of things - -maybe someone else does too

I think for me - - it would be amazing to see change in how the world is run - - this same old shit - - just ain’t working no more –

 

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It took a long way of thought to get here - - to this place that I am at - - in  - - I guess - - - not feeling sorry for myself too - - maybe for the first time - - - maybe that too is what you can only feel when you are abused - - - left is right ; right is left; up is down and you know the rest - - -lol - -lol-

Because I always remember that I had to feel sad, so sad that I was – had felt sorry myself, but sorry for myself in a way that meant I couldn’t do nothing about it - - - - do you understand - - - many ways to think of the same thing with all the same and different emotions - - - - but I was paralyzed to like only feel that - - - and to not improve - - - it feels insane now - - - lol - - and especially when I can now remember  - - - what I had to feel to not feel myself - - - - - -

 

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Look at what you did to me – to make me even question every reality - - -

Because now I can’t know what is if there is anything such as love - - because I keep looking - - in every reality  - - - how do I get out of this nightmare? This continuing loop of hate – and it’s not even mine - - let me out - - so I can be free - - - I need to feel something more than just hate - - -


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