Quotes to Post part 3

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this is what they didn’t want me to see - - - how to be free in a world as they thought was only theirs- - -

 

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At the end of the day - - if you don’t stand up for yourself - - you will have nothing to stand for - -

 

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It is my abuser that is weaker from this - - not me - -

 

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Psychology 101 - - we have the fight or flight response - - when we react or don’t react - - -so, for me, now that I get to choose - - guess I choose fight for me to be to exist - - and I see only my abuser only with the other option left - -

You had no right to fck with my life - - -

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everyone in the world - - living on earth- - I believe - - has all been abused - - to one degree to another - - everyone is abusing everybody - - - everybody is abusing everyone - - -

And you can’t even say that about love,    if there was

 - - -how sad is that

 

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To have a life of hate - - is to have a life of hate - -it can’t be more - - it can only be more hate- - -

 

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If you could see what I feel  - - you would want to explore more of you to learn what strength is within you - - because – if I can beat Dave- - and be now not afraid  - - and now it is me not afraid of you.

I never want to be abused again - - I never want to not feel me again

 

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And if all this is and it is me just still trying to assimilate all the new information - - - that when reality came to a halt - - when I saw  - - - Dave abusing me - - - from my own eyes to see and to feel  - - - that something - - -was very wrong for me - - - I became so scared for me - - to see Dave for the first time - -

But then; to finally meet me !!

 

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Realities = humanity = us = our minds as our conscience that makes our own reality real and real within all the realities that there is and that exist

 

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If you get yourself out of the shit - -

Because then your life will be better –

You won’t see shit anymore

You won’t see those assholes

Always hurting you - - because it is you that moved on –

You grew up if you will - -

You had your own thought to say

NO

I respect me – you  can’t do that to me –

This is my free will

 

 

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The Pressures To BE

 

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remember – not everyone loves you – just because you do – and maybe no one too

And you have to see this; to have to realize this ; to exist – even if it is this - -

 

 

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Why is it ‘rule’ and not ‘protect’

You are not to rule me - - - you are only to protect me when you rule

 

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Greed is when - - - -  -you need to control me against my will and then think I won’t see that I can do that too if I choose - - -  - - now to you  - - - - - now you me - - - - you lose - - - - because you now do not exist - - - was it worth it - - - - -what you did to me - - - to now you not live - - - and me now stronger than you- because you were blind to you

 

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How is anyone going to see you if you don’t see you - - - - - -EXIST !!

 

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I sing this song

My song

What I hear

For my ears and eyes

To sing

My song

For me to hear when

I sing this song

 

A song without fear

Is the song I hear

 

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Every song

Is equal in thought

Every song is also

of your thought

Every song also includes

You and me

In how we hear it

To see it

To value it

Because –

To each of us

It is the same song

But with different meaning

That came from one

(lol – super cool double meaning stuff!!) sorry I get so excited –it just makes me smile so much - -

 

 

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These thoughts of mine- - from the heart ; ;  - - -

I was abused and not loved - -

I was never meant to see - -

Nothing in front of me.

Am I behind or are you - -

In thoughts from the heart.

 I share my mind my heart

To show of no abuse what it can do;

When you feel more than only what

your abuser can only do; You

Create thoughts from the heart

 

 

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Soon I will be working for me

Will be a joy again -

My independence;

And in thought

Again

 

 

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The question isn’t ‘who are you’?

The question is ‘how do you live’?

 

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Because it was my life - - I don’t see all that I have overcome - - - only my fears!!

 

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When you love yourself you know - - you didn’t but you did ,

to learn is not a challenge to see – when you love yourself it is clear - -

Choices to now make-

Become better and better for me

And that’s who

They are supposed to be - -

Not for my abuser - -

Who took from me

 

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Where is our Past

That you hide from us

 

All we see is your lies

That you use to destroy us

 

This is your past all that abuse - -

Written are your lies

 

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IF YOU DON'T CARE ABOUT YOUR HOME -

WHY WOULD YOU CARE ABOUT MINE -

LOOK AT WHAT WE DO TO

MOTHER EARTH

IT IS SHE THAT CRIES

AS WE DESTROY HER

TO NOT CARE ABOUT OUR HOME

AS WE LIVE AS WE BREATHE-

TO ONLY SEE ARROGANCE

I WONDER WHAT ELSE

MOTHER EARTH SEES

IS IT WHEN WE WILL NOT

 

 

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Tell me how you feel  - - - do you feel inside yourself , that you have lived a life of worth - -  

Please tell me how you feel - - - - when you live a life of worth -

I really want to know, - - - and tell me if not, so we can change your life from not

To a life to be - - - -

Dr, Kitty – meow!!

 

 

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TO FIND WORTH

IN ME

FOR MY RIGHT TO

LIVE AS I BREATHE-

TO BE NOW

SOMETHING

THAT I WAS NOT-

worth more

to me

and to see me

worth more

 

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To see life as your journey

that you are in control of

 

becomes more of a journey

now that you know that

 

now that you are in control of

your life as a journey

 

and now that you know that;

to now not live life as a journey - - - - -

 

then what life are you living

that has now stopped


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