Quotes to Post part 3

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WHILE YOU ARE LIVING - - - - SHOULDN’T YOU LIVE !!

 

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Happiness is the reason to get out of bed

Not because I am a slave in your bed

 

Who is in your bed? Who is beside you? A lover or a abuser? there is only one or the other

 

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To love me means to never harm me

Or it is not love you are giving me

It is an excuse

Where I would not have one for you-

Out of all the things I would want to do

To waste my time – I would just not be with you

Because my time is too valuable then for you-

Love me and for me or fck off-

And let me see who can!!!!

Because it is you that doesn’t deserve me - - -

not reverse

 

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WHY WOULD YOU THINK I DIDN’T WANT TO LIVE?

BECAUSE YOU TOLD ME NOT TOO?????

IT IS YOU THAT DOESN’T LIVE

 

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BE POSTIVIE  - - - - THEY ARE THE NEGATIVE

 

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TO BE ABLE TO TELL MY STORY - - - -that is what is amazing

 

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They tell us that they haven’t been able to recreate the mind - - -

Next best thing - - - -

Manipulate it from others to not have

The next best thing for an abuser

To see and to know and then to have and control

That is what I feel, what I see –

But I don’t wan too-

Because then – no one is free –

Not even them the elite - -

Because

They can’t even see anymore and is this

How to live

The circle of not knowing now

Not understanding anymore –

Things we once understood

About the universe, about you and about me

About what tomorrow should have been - - - -

But now manipulation

A monster of it’s own –

Is the only one free

And can see

Of what not only to what not.

Tell me now

Dave

Dad

Because I can’t see

What I mean - - - - -

I can’t see you anymore - - - -

The monsters that are you –

But I bet

You now see me

And for me - - -

The powerful individual, human,

That I am!!

 

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And I know that I am still learning

And I can feel that and it is exciting

But also so new

What if I don’t see

Or didn’t realize

Or to understand-

 

It is not me that is behind ; ; ; ; and in thought;

And this is why I need you

Protecting me to protect you;

Protecting Free Will

 

Time seems slower when I am me;

When I get to be

 

Is time then irrelevant?

 

Because I can see how it speeds up

And how it slows down

 

Or is time what you think it is ?

 

What is it made up of?

For then what?

What is the purpose?

Of Time?

What will I know

When it is more that I will

Learn

 

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What did you learn - - with your Time

 

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TO BE NOT MORE IS WHEN YOU ARE NOT

 

 

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If you can trace your history to be over mine - - -

It is you that owes me - - -

Not for you to just see

 

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TIME ---- is changing

 

 

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Those that are the top 5 believe

That to rise they will over all of us

This is why they believe

And why they believe they do to us

So only they can be free

----- so how’s it going????

I can still see you

The assholes that are you

And look at what you did

And it is you that didn’t understand

What it ALL meant

 

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The queen believed she would rise

Why still here on earth?

And not risen as they themselves believe?

It is because they don’t see

That is not the way to be- - - - -

That is not how to feel to be - - - - -

Because if you only want one to see

Then you will have none to see

That is now only what you can see

When you only look for one to see

Only one point of view you will have to view

greed’s

not mine

not yours

to see

to ever be

to ever rise and be more to see

never rise to be more

never rise

now only

breathe

to each

to have

only one

last breathe

instead of more

if you would have seen

to be more

is to be more than what is already

is to always be more for everybody

to not only breathe

but to always exist

 

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You have to abuse people to like you - - that is what you do when you abuse - -

 that is what you do not see - - your circle of what you do when it comes back to you -  - if you only can abuse to be liked - - then to abuse is only what you like - - -

 

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I am not even a category , not spoken in written texts as a category of person in psychology as to the types of person we are classified as to as- - - but they can’t say I don’t exist - - it is more of - - - if they do - - - then we know what they did - proof- - and can see it written in texts and studies for all to see - - not hidden and knowledge only for the elite to use and to destroy those they deem as worth no less - - -

but the professors of abuse that is taught to those to learn how not to be - -  just as them - - - they cannot see-  - -

this is now their end - - -

this is their last chapter of history - - -

because now I see my part - - -

how my history did start - -

for me to not be - - -

and now

it is me

stronger than you

and only because

it is you

that abuse

 

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And as you learn for you on your life

Remember to have fun

That too an abuser doesn’t know how to do - - -

They can only guess

What one does

When one loves themselves

As they pretend that is what they do

 

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I can’t afford my life for you to abuse

So fck off!!

If you can’t grow up

 

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To let go of hate

Especially mine for me;

Has done wonders for me

To see how much I can be

Just for me

 

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TO LIVE IN FEAR - - - IS TO LIVE IN FEAR

 

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If you look at everything as a test and if you don’t like to fail - -

Then – right – lol - - - it is easier to look at it like that and it is now a little bit easier to do now –

Which is a lot more now

Then you were thinking before for yourself !!

Enjoy life!!

Should life be work????

 

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Or maybe too I have always been a crzy kat !!lol-

In a good way - - in my way

Lol - - is that me??

I wonder –

Could it be?

I wonder

What else do I see for me?

I wonder !!

 

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Why is it I am having a hard time learning to remember basic thoughts of love

Yet I can feel with so much that I don’t even know to remember

 

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If I was your trophy

Now you are mine

Mine that I conquered

And as I saved mine

I beat you at your own game

Now life you have not mine

 

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MY WORLD IS VERY HARD

TO BE MORMAL IN

ANYMORE AT LEAST

 

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BEING DIFFERENT AND NOT KNOWING

NOW TO BE DIFFERENT AND NOW KNOWING

KNOWING THAT I AM UNIQUE FOR ME TO KNOW NOW

AND TO KNOW THAT IS WHAT I SEE NOW

AND IS FOR ME TO NOW KNOW

THAT IS ALL THAT WE ALL NEED TO BE

TO NOW KNOW

 

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And then I will start thinking;

What would someone do if they only want to hurt me-

So then I feel even more stronger than just for what I need to only see

 

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If you don’t get to be you - - - you don’t get to live as you

 

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Have fun with it

You are going to do it anyways

SMILE

 

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TO BE NOT MAD AND NOT SAD

IS CALLED BEING HAPPY

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TO PAY TO LEARN

IS NOT HOW YOU LEARN

 

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Don’t talk to others to only see

Talk to others so they can hear;

For you to talk only as you talk to you

Only you will see and hear you

 

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Do you see me know Dave?

Because I don’t care to see you

 

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Fantasy and reality

Is there a difference ?

And to only what extend/

 

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TO MY CHILDREN THAT ARE

I HOPE THAT THEY ARE HAPPY

 

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SMILE AND LAUGH ALWAYS FOR YOURSELF

SMILE AND LAUGH ALWAYS

 

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I KNOW HOW TO MAKE YOU FEEL SAD ABOUT WHAT YOU DO

WHY AM I SUPPOSED TO MAKE YOU FEEL SAD ABOUT WHAT YOU DO

WHEN YOU KNOW WHAT YOU DO - -

WHEN YOU KNOW THAT IS NOT WHAT YOU ARE SUPPPOSED TO DO

SO MY ABUSER - - I WILL NOT MAKE YOU FEEL SAD LIKE YOU DO TO ME

I WILL SHOW YOU HOW NOT TO BE- -

SO THEN YOU DON’T HAVE TO FEEL SAD AND NOW NEITHER DO WE

 

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JUST ONE SOUL, ONE ENERGY, TO BE IT’S OWN

LIFE

 

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AND DON’T TELL ME YOU KNOW ALL THIS

AND THEN TELL ME THIS IS THE WAY THE WORLD IS TO STILL EXIST????

THEN TELL ME THIS

ARE YOU AN ABUSER?? OR MY FATHER?

THESE ARE ONLY THOSE THAT WANT THIS WORLD TO STILL STAY AS IT IS

 

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GREED CREATES HATE RACISM THAT CAN ONLY SPREAD TILL THE END

LOVE CREATES A NEW WORLD TO BE TO LIVE TO EXIST FOR FOREVER

 

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