Quotes to Post part 4

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 Or is everything the opposite

Or not opposite

but how we have been taught Is wrong 

how we have been told Is wrong

 

depends on your parents - - -

if they loved you or not - -

and to who’s version of love

 

but they don’t even know

 

only what they have been taught

 

and if what they have been taught

 is only to be less . . .

what chance did I have  ; ; ; ; to live my life

a life of more that I wanted and want for myself - - - -

that I could see  - - even with all the shit and lies

 

We only breathe when we are born.

And can breathe to be alive when -

when we can see ourselves ; ; ; ;

being ourselves to want to live

now that you see , you can live

 

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It is not the world that is fake

It is the people

 

 

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Something different starts to take over you

When you start to learn to love yourself;

Love for Yourself is what starts to take over

 

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Life is supposed to be fun

For everyone

We all get one shot one chance

To do it right

For ourselves ,

Not for you , that choose only to abuse

 

And if life is learning about life

Look at what you did to mine - -

Without my consent

To harm mine

 

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How can I not always be happy now - -

Even if I don’t know what the world is

I know I can beat yours –

Your world of shame

To not exist

 

I want more of a life for me

A better life for me

Not just you to have

Over me

 

And now that I can see that

That I can have that

How can I not always be happy now - -

I didn’t become you to only be to abuse

 

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If you want to believe in something

Believe that you can do something

 

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Every time Dave saw me - - -

How he had to pretend  ; ; ; ;

That he loved me

 

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They give us racism

So we fight with each other

Instead of at

our masters,

To see they have no honor

 

What one hand doesn’t see of the other

Now both hands we cannot see

 

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To be less in life

Is to be less in life

And to only want less

Of a life

 

 

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To take my light because you cannot see

That is what you tried to do to me

To take my life from me to not be

To make me only as you and not see

 

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WHY BE SAD AT YOURSELF????

NEVER AT YOURSELF

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FOR YOU TO HURT YOUR OWN FAMILY TREE

YOUR OWN DESCENDANTS TO BE

-HOW STUPID DO YOU HAVE TO BE

LOOK AT ALL THAT YOU CANNOT SEE

HOW BLIND YOU ARE TO YOU

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I figured it out dave even if you can’t see

You thought it was about what you could do to me

Because that is all that you can thought, to think of, of how to be

 

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To see more than you dave

Without having to be you and what you do

To me - - lol - - -

Is the biggest fck you!!!!!

To you !!

Big smile

 

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In your pursuit to abuse to abuse me

So higher you can be and to see ,

Why do you think you can become more

- from being less

 

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When something happens to you

Don’t get mad right away

First ask why

Not retaliate

You cannot learn then

And it will keep you

In their hate

Unless

That is all that you want for yourself

And for those you say you love,

If that is all that you want to be

Of hate for yourself not to love yourself

To only see,

Then what you can only see then

Is hate for yourself to only be

 

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If everything and life is about choices that you make and do not make

Then why do you have the right to take that all away from me??

You can only when you abuse - - and that’s why you think then you have that right . . .

When you take my choices away from me to choose . . . .

As you cheat and you lie in your only one shot one chance to get it right - - -

You had no right over my life - - - to not abuse my right to see what life is mine to see

My choices for me  - - -  Because that is life and for my life too just as it is for you . . . . . .

And then you think - - you get the right to abuse

When you can’t even live your life

Without having to abuse

 

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The invention of fear

   How not to live

 

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How can I exist in my world

And live also in yours

 

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And if you think that you have the right to abuse my life for yours  . . . . . . . . . . .

now you know I know

 

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If what you did to me wasn’t wrong

Why do you ask me to keep it a secret

Your secret what you did to me

 

And if I keep your secret

What you did to me

It is you that gets to keep

That secret

 Of you abusing me

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Don’t bitch now my bitch

When I call you out

On what you did to me

For me to not live

Sorry - - -

I’m not yours now to abuse

To take my life from me

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What is the purpose to anything

If you don’t get to live the way you want to live

And only to be abused by others that can’t see

How to live at all

 

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Just because I choose to not abuse you

Doesn’t mean you get to abuse me

 

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Just because I want love in my life

Just because I want love as my prize

Doesn’t mean that I can’t learn your game

So I can still get what I want-

And now I get to see, what you don’t

 

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To now ponder what life can be

When you were not supposed to have

Now who are you to say over me

Not a fckin chance

You lose

I win ME

 

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If I can make a difference for me

By only having to see me,

It becomes easier to see,

What you didn’t want me to see,

              HOW TO LIVE

AND TO LIVE WITHOUT YOUR HATE THAT YOU HAVE FOR ME

AND THAT YOU HAVE FOR YOU

Because when you learn to love yourself . . .

How can you then , have any hate for you

 

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I’m sorry

I can’t seem to get this right . . .

Why can’t I be?

Why can’t I be too?

Why was I born and to look at and to see and to say

Right then - -

not worthy

not worthy of my own life

 

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Why do you have to make me believe I need you and only you

To live my life


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