It’s one thing to be a shitty father - - - but you my dad - - -
What a fckin ass - - -
You thought only with your dic - - - and now it shows - - -
All that you are not - - - without being able to manipulate and fear - -
Maybe too an old man now you are - - - and afraid no more I can be - - -
Not if I want my say - - to you - - - you piece of nothing - - - that is you - -
It really is all that an abuser wants - - is to just abuse - - -
That is I guess your thrill - - - but what I don’t understand - - - I guess you can be satisfied with it - -
Not to have those know - - that it was you and this is what you did - - - you can only share with other pieces of shit - - - -
And one thing that I am now learning - - - - is not to take for granted - - -that everyone can see what you see and feel how you feel and can understand maybe what you can - - - despite all the shit - - -
That to rise above you my father now is your fck you to you - - - for what you did to me and to my children - - - what you did - - know the whole world knows and is not just me keeping your secrets that you need me to keep and then to others the secrets that they also have of you that you made them feel as fear and to have to keep - - - no more will assholes rule over people because they don’t want to be only like you and to abuse - - - because we can see more than just your only one narrow minded view as to what life can mean and then how you can make that different to others because you figured out about how to abuse and at a level that is higher than most - - so then they too - - don’t see that you are abusing them to as you share about what only what you to do those that are less than them to feel - - - - and who then can you know share your unpleasant bullshit too - - I guess that is when you meet the next level of abusers because as you learn as in anything - - - - you should always remember - - - - - that there is more
More to learn
More to feel
More to then accomplish
More then to understand - - -
That this is now made into a circle now to repeat - -
A circle of my hope of what I hope for all to find
Themselves in this one one world we all share and for everyone to find themselves also
As individually - - -to see and to understand
That - - it is them with other 95% !!!!! or whatever the percentage
Would be mathematically - - - - lol - - lol - - big smile - - -
Please see to be happy !!!!!
To me - - I feel that is an most important must - - -
That you need to have - - -to then be able then - -
To understand that there is more that you can learn - - -
Even though you thought how ? !!!! lol - - -
And then it happens - - - you feel a warm glow inside of you and with you - --
That you have hopefully learned to stay more as yourself and to be true- - -
Even if it is this goofy shit that I write !!!!!!!
Lol super fly kitty style !!!!!
If we could all learn to want more out of our own lives !!!!!! I just think how wonderful!!!!! But I guess I am still naïve - - - and you what - - -that is okay - - - I don’t want to be like you then if I have to hate and to then to me that means then to hate my life that that little bit that I didn’t appreciate yours and what it meant to mine !!!!!!!!
Big smiles - - - -
I wish I could explain my thoughts better to everyone to understand how important it is to love yourself and especially more when you are being told not too
When maybe too you can see yourself as only the part the one little part that you play onto everyone else’s but look at how the big huge impact it has - - - - right !!!! - - - either good or bad - - - - - their will always be an impact - - - - so why fck around and waste time with pissy shit greed already - - when there is much more to learn that we can with our minds - - and we all have a part that we play when we play a part in each others’ lives - - - and it is all important - - - but for someone reason those with greed seem to want to trivialize that fact into something that is not a thing to worry about at all or to stress - - - but in fact it is - - - - you have to feel that to begin to see - - - - you then are not living for you to see and maybe not at all
And don’t think that you think that you are above me in the social standing ladder - - but you are still abused it is just different so you cannot see - - - but if you have ever felt not loved as to how you want a nd how to you want to feel - - - then shit wake up - - something might be wring - - - and that is the same for everyone - - - -
Why is it that some fathers raised their children to not fight back and then others to do the fighting - - - our own parents can’t even see the abuse that was done unto them - - - - because that was when greed was coming alive - - - to play and now it’s part in all of our lives - - - - - to live and to stay - - - if we don’t fight for our own rights that we do not want to be slaves to your greed - - - - for only then you to live - - a life and dreams that you get to see - - - - -we all have dreams in our own life our one chance our one shot to live it right and with the knowledge of how important your own life is to yourself - - - and not for governments that can only see one narrow view and that is to harm each other - - - that is now our society - - - no wonder it is all shit and to everyone - - - - at different levels they face but all the pain is all real that we all have - - - because we can feel inside that is what we are forgetting to do - - - - but we can’t understand why or how maybe to even understand it at all - - - because if you don’t take that one moment that you need to look at yourself and see that you needs you to wake up and love you to see yourself as not alive and soon will only be breathing - - - every decision in life has lead up to this point maybe and now that I saw that if I didn’t look and take that chance or to not even at all and then would never - - - - - - -- I couldn’t then give up on me to see me - - - - for at least one time and if I couldn’t handle it - - - - but I had to see me - - - because I have always been yearning at something - - - and shit - - lol - - -it was me - - - to see me - - - - lol - --
See how your own mind is trying to say hey - - -wake the fck up and stand your ground - - - our inner voices that we hear telling us to run because we feel like that in our body but we can’t move to run we can only do what we where programmed to do by our sick fathers and their sons they only showed how to abuse themselves and not ever get to be happy - - I bet that was forgot to be said - - and only your father could tell you about life was the shit he was only told by his father - - - because of what he was told
generations of assholes and no one standing up some not even once
The same groups or parties you elect to make false promises and yet you still stay the course - - - and for what - - then you get upset that nothing has changed - - - well how can it - - - if you elect the same - - - I do not have money - - - but I am hoping that I am beginning to learn and to see that sometimes it is what it takes and that is just someone to say enough - - - - - free and the same knowledge of education to everyone that wants - - and to all education - - - if we are not slaves then were is our education???? Why should that be held over any human to be able to not to have that right to have - - to learn about themselves in this world that we all share and then the ones we do not !!
Just because my father didn’t love me because of the hidden abuse that you did to my father to be only a loser - - - to take greed over family - - - - -I have my own mind in my own brain in my own body and that makes me a human as equal to you and maybe more - - - because I see to abuse is to only have one narrow view and that then means - - - if you only can see to live for one view even if you think it is your life and you are living it - - - because to even think that in the first place - - - means then abuse welcomes you to now are you
But whatever - - - if you want to abuse that is what only you can do and that will be it and then for all of us because then that will be that- - - and we didn’t learn anything - - - and we didn’t progress - - to learn more about ourselves - - - and then us as one - - - -because I think that is also too maybe the order that it also needs to be done in - - -
You have to see yourself first to love yourself - - - - then you can really learn to dream and to see how when you play a part - - - you are automatically -- - - changing the world now from only - - - to now many - !!!!!!!
And if you keep just even believing that people want to learn for themselves what it really means to feel alive and how then can you learn to be truly happy - - -even in this shit world of a reality - - that is only for now - - - because it too automatically - - - the whole one world that we all share together with our each parts that we share- - - -has now changed the world again - - but we just don’t see or realize that is how strong we can be - - - - if we all start to stand for ourselves to live without abuse - - - - imagine - - - all the new thoughts!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
If you don’t live your life and be true to you - - I feel then that means you never did then really exist - - only breathed - - but didn’t participate - - you didn’t stand up for yourself when yourself needed you the most - - -it kinda feels like that - - -that too is so important to learn - - - when you learn to love yourself - -
Or if the world can never get along - - - and this is what it will be - - - then you better you think wouldn’t you - - - to elect someone that doesn’t only want themselves and their level of abusers - - to only see to live - - - you better stand up for yourself - - - how many more generations can your family take - - - before they will learn to never stand for what you think is right
You would think at this day and age - - -we would be past all this high school shit - - - and see that there is more to life and for everyone - - -because I see too - - - if more and more people are educated and know - - - then think - - - where we could have been already - - - your stealing away your own evolution - - - by staying in this only one view of life and that is greed of anothers that you can’t even have
To rob people of their dignity as humans - - - that is what those in power are doing - - to let us believe that our lives are not as important as theirs
We all only get one life here as we know - - - and if it is that and only that- - - wouldn’t you have wanted to then have lived??/
For those in power to stay in this century old shit - - - will then mean no evolution
- - none for the human mind - -
Why I think education is so important is also because you might then be able to see how to live better already again - - from what now people can see and now think off - - -but if only the same thoughts circulate the world the one world that we all share - - -and it is only of the same shit and only greed and hate - - - - well duh –right - - - lol - - -
It is important to say to be part so then you can be part of yours and then will be able to feel it - - - when it is - - -that you are actually now living your part - - - to see - - to play - - to do - - - remember - - -to do
You have to stand to live