A Fahter Should Have Wanted More, to be a part of

to be a thought in my head !!

how now !!

I have so many !!

and how I know they are mine and not yours -

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they make me., happy.to make sure - -

that it is - -

that I am feeling that - -

and what it is now - -

that I learnt - -

is from within- -

-

if you lose that in you - - 

how the monster - -

has you.

- -

and how it doesn’t matter as to the monster-

 - how it doesn’t matter at all to you -

hii - - all about US !!!!

- - 

you need us to not seee - -

what it is - to seee - - .,.,   .

- to seee - - without abuse 

to even to be able to imagine - - -  THAT !!! -

how incredible after all the damage that you did - - !!

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to be able to want still to try and find, more - - 

and hii - - even if I am all alone and hii - -here -

-   .


inside of me  !! - - 

I never am  !!

 - and never again - - 

not me.

- -.

.

 

now to feel of the things that you do to hide and hii - - your self from all the pain - - 

of what it is -

is what you know - you cause.

your no monster even . ,. ,

just fckn weak.

 

to not be able to control your self - within - - especially - your own family -

- how you - the fool. 
-

and hii -

if you ever do realize -

what it is what you did - 

 -you see - - how you - - fcked up and hii -

now forever - - your family tree - that you too, are a part of, whether real to you or not, how you know , we were,

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and how you finally seee - how others - - are stronger.

- you only saw from your eyes., ., how you know then .,. abused. ,. you are never to see with views;of one.

and as an abuser . ,, how you are then jealous now of those and hii again to be of . , so you still promote ,., your cause.., you can’t be seen ., , as wrong.hii then - everything about you then .,  is too - -

huh ., just as how you - - fcks - - make us feel.

fckrs. Brbhtbegrgeg auggggg

make us feel always wrong. ,.so it is - there is then - -no doubting you

-

 and then to not question ., you. and then seee ., your ., shitty way of life . . you know a little only then -

as to even - - any - - why’s-

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your knowledge is only - - told or taught based - - 

and how to is the understanding - - of , to understand . ,. ,

 

things.

 

freaky right ! too bad for the abuse - - 

but it is like - - 

it is only there to see - - 

that there is - - 

just as only to see - as there is love  -

 then it is - - 

for each to then decide-

their own path -

as to their own - outlook and onto life - - !!!

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but to have beginnings in an abused home - 

how you know -

the learning curve - is none.

 

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when a fahter abuses any child that child will then know., only then less ., . as so on and on .,. down then the line. 

for a fahter to even think - - he knows - -  all  -  - how it is then - - 

you know - - 

nothing ., at all 

-

-and hii - -you are kept.

lies within the lies how you know that is where you live in - -

hii you - - not seaing - - your .,., environment -

,,,, either.

but you - -harmed me - - to not be able to and to not then.,. See you 

fckers …??;(6(@9hvv

to know of such achievements that can be found - - as to logically - - thinking - - 

for the soul to be found -

for their has to be - 

if there is then - - 

you - - without one.