to be a thought in my head !!
how now !!
I have so many !!
and how I know they are mine and not yours -
they make me., happy.to make sure - -
that it is - -
that I am feeling that - -
and what it is now - -
that I learnt - -
is from within- -
if you lose that in you - -
how the monster - -
and how it doesn’t matter as to the monster-
- how it doesn’t matter at all to you -
hii - - all about US !!!!
you need us to not seee - -
what it is - to seee - - .,., .
- to seee - - without abuse
to even to be able to imagine - - - THAT !!! -
how incredible after all the damage that you did - - !!
to be able to want still to try and find, more - -
and hii - - even if I am all alone and hii - -here -
inside of me !! - -
I never am !!
- and never again - -
now to feel of the things that you do to hide and hii - - your self from all the pain - -
of what it is -
is what you know - you cause.
your no monster even . ,. ,
just fckn weak.
to not be able to control your self - within - - especially - your own family -
- how you - the fool.
and hii -
if you ever do realize -
what it is what you did -
-you see - - how you - - fcked up and hii -
now forever - - your family tree - that you too, are a part of, whether real to you or not, how you know , we were,
and how you finally seee - how others - - are stronger.
- you only saw from your eyes., ., how you know then .,. abused. ,. you are never to see with views;of one.
and as an abuser . ,, how you are then jealous now of those and hii again to be of . , so you still promote ,., your cause.., you can’t be seen ., , as wrong.hii then - everything about you then ., is too - -
huh ., just as how you - - fcks - - make us feel.
fckrs. Brbhtbegrgeg auggggg
make us feel always wrong. ,.so it is - there is then - -no doubting you
and then to not question ., you. and then seee ., your ., shitty way of life . . you know a little only then -
as to even - - any - - why’s-
your knowledge is only - - told or taught based - -
and how to is the understanding - - of , to understand . ,. ,
freaky right ! too bad for the abuse - -
but it is like - -
it is only there to see - -
that there is - -
just as only to see - as there is love -
then it is - -
for each to then decide-
their own path -
as to their own - outlook and onto life - - !!!
but to have beginnings in an abused home -
how you know -
the learning curve - is none.
when a fahter abuses any child that child will then know., only then less ., . as so on and on .,. down then the line.
for a fahter to even think - - he knows - - all - - how it is then - -
you know - -
nothing ., at all
-and hii - -you are kept.
lies within the lies how you know that is where you live in - -
hii you - - not seaing - - your .,., environment -
but you - -harmed me - - to not be able to and to not then.,. See you
to know of such achievements that can be found - - as to logically - - thinking - -
for the soul to be found -
for their has to be -
if there is then - -
you - - without one.