Are Friends & Families , even real?

Are we even friends then?

For at all? For any real?

Because how there can’t be - -

- if a father can abuse his own - -to never see - -any light –

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And you - -know this - -and before me –

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And how it is –

 Even then – also too –

My own family –

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My aunts , my uncles - - who are all - -before me to see –

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To breathe to be alive - -to know to understand –

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 What it is  - - -when there is hate.

- - how my whole life – I thought I got away - -

And how I didn’t and how you knew – my father and those as him to be untrue.-

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How you knew my father was a monster - - and how you let him even harm then - -

His own young ,. ,

And how to not stand for the children , , and even of your own blood -- 

What then does even family –

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Even mean –

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 To have even a family I had --  aunts and uncles and cousins -- 

And how it is - -

They too - -harmed me ,. ,

And for what then . ,. ,so then it was what then - -

Just what ?/ so,,,,,, it wasn’t then them ???
as to how you were abused your whole life around him - -

How you never saw - -you too - -

How you thought you - - got away-

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But how it is - -

The abuse - -my father - - owns - - still even you.,.,

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-how you borrowed his money - - to help only then your own out. And what help did you give them anyways ?? how the monsters are now - - multiplied. . .

But how it is - - they are not more.

So what then dave - - the only reason you needed to harm me , , was only , , just because.

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Rather to search even for your own reasons to be - -

How you do not see - -

It is you - - not of your own soul - - 

How it is - - you had to try and beat me from mine.

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-in an abusers reality - - there are no friends , ., , no family.