and it still seems though, , that money if you have not - - then you still cannot dream - - not freely - - as you , my abusers

two fingers I am holding up.

but , I see to, , that is the only way to hurt you

to be equal in money -to be equal in your lust -  - and to make it better for me - - that is what you have to feel now - - - how good that feels for me