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Forming Belief

  

 

How to never keep score.

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Abuse by abuser - -

How it is  - -

In many forms –

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How it is

Because - -

How it is –

From all different thoughts –

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But how it is - - all only the same –

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Life lost

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How they confuse you with belief –

As the answer to everything - - and

How it is –

 But how you learn it is as only - -

Spiritually-

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How to only grow up hearing - -women are less than a man

Are for only men –

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To do what men say-

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-how you do not see - - the cult - -that you are in.

- until you do , ,

And then it is like –

Wtf?

 

 to always be afraid to stand up to my dad - - how I never then  ,, did at all

 to only continue , , right from my mom, , next to be , ,undone

- harmed

 

 

Abuse , , how it comes , , in many different , , beliefs

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Secrets on how to abuse - -
Is what I am -
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Is what you made me - - 
A living Book
To Never read. 
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WE ARE ALL MORE
told only less
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dearest abuser,
To know that there is you -
Now I know - - 
There is More;too
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Change Fear
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To tell all generations that no one knows what we are 

Then to only give guesses for us to have

Look how well that alone has kept ,

all ,,

in this one

world. reality only living

and then to be treated like shit. 

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wtf

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keeping all less

how it keeps,

all less

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how can one have free will

when your start

is kept from you

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My father abuses me from birth
Others know only watch
Never to stop it
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or add to the abuse to add their own and onto me
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And you think to only abuse
Even more.
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How it is
All that you then
can do.
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what am I?

I am one

born

already,,

abused

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no Free Will I had.

 My father kept;

to give me

only;his

what he had in store to give

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Change Your Given Fear
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then add dave on top of it all

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how he knew I would not see him

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How I Changed His Fear Unto Me
- into a way to find strength
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dearest abuser, Fu
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How to see to not jump - - to conclusions –

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How already you do - -

Every time you think - -

 You knew.

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to keep me in a one-directional, , dimensional - - mind –

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How that is what I was - - - -- - -

 

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How you miss then –

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What you only thought , , I would.

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How you never checked - - your options –

Only checked , , for repercussions – and only for you - -

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How you saw mine as  - -

Victim then of war , , ,

Just as some will lose . . . ..

How that is how you are as to see –

How you then have to –

for you to do the things then to me - -

 What you think is then - -

No big deal.-

How I was worthless - -

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Even to me – to only feel –

Worthless.

 

 

How that was only what I was - -

How I was hate - -

How I was yours.

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-what you could do to me.

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even though I struggle - -

how I would rather struggle to see !!-

than to now , , give up , , 

because how it is then - -

it would be then on me - - 

and I am sorry my words - -

I get sad -- sometimes -still

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and they get , , winded , , lol - 

but - it is just more proof - - 

to be only you my abusers and only feel this shit of no love and only hate - 

I want more than that

to feel

 to have !!

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and how I am trying - -

and how it is - -

there is more to feel

, than just that...

and how it doesn't matter

as to who you are - 

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are you happy - ?

or trying to be

!!

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for me - -

I want to feel !! - 

to explore new things ,

have fun new ideas !! - 

not feeling of only being in the bottom of your own pit.

I want to feel you feeling me ; ; when it is  ; ;that we feel !!

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to only have you owning me -- 

enjoying my life;controlling mine

your a fckn creeper 

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and how it is

if I can get to this spot

to get above

all the harm you did to me

and to then see

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to ask  .

what was the point?

as to your way of living

How afraid

to feel

must you be

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To see you and not be afraid

but to then see

only shame.

and how it is not mine,

but how you need others to 

only believe  

and how it is  

not;yours.   

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are you sad???

why should an abuser

ever be??

how it is then, maybe 

your just missing something

of what then is not in your life.

- -if you never check to see - 

 - how you are as you had made

only for me

 

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we are all more

told

only less

even those that can only abuse

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to finally be alive to feel

 

And if I can want to just see of a more

even now !

right ,, pretty cool !!

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how strong , I am !!

trying to be even more !!

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how the brain is so incredible - !!

when it has it's own mind

to own

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to be sad or thinking of only how you can hurt another - - 

like wtf??

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you don’t tell me what reality is for your real to be  -

how it is ,, how else you can you then harm me- - 

how you had to lie - - to me - -

abuse me, manipulate me

for your then only fantasy 

to come then to life -- 

and how your fantasy - 

how it involves  -- 

the cost of mine - 

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sometimes I get sad - - 

and what it is - - 

forgetting that I do not have to stay

sad any more - -

it is hard to talk about abuse , , because how it is - -

it then; is

lived; ; ; ;  ; ;

to have to view now my past

as not only as what you did, but also how you did

when you harmed

my existence from me.

how it is that - - now feelings that I have to see

and face - - 

how facing you , , not hard to do.

 

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but how to now see - - !!

how sad only,,, I am not -!!

and how sad , , for not very long

do I care to stay at!!

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but , , how it is to realize things - -

and how it is why I got then sad - 

I thought , , how many fathers

are as my

father

and then those, , , as my mother

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 and to see to feel - - there is just more to know - -

than only your ownly thing then you want to be proud of - -

and what that is then , ,to abuse

Monsters keep all others

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It was so easy for you to abuse me dave - -

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How can you think what you did - -

Makes you , , anything more than that

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To keep me from knowing about monsters - - 

How my dad then - - made me then - - 

Their gift.

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When you see that you changed your own reality -

How that is what I am doing -

From only seeing for me to only believe -

My fathers only words - - 

His only wishes - 

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How they will 

-only be the ones - coming true -

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If you do not see -

What - - reality - - 

Can even mean !!

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to not be sad - - how you maybe have to have that - - 

On the inside -

And how it is - 

We all then have -

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Because for one to see - you can learn - - 

to not be ,

sad.

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!! how it is - - 

Then happy is left !!

-—and for what this - -what we are told - happy is even about -

But how it is -

So much more !! -

When you find it your self !!!!!!

(to be sad - - how it is that was what was taught)

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🤪 Be goofy with your self!!

love your self - !!

don’t let those,of less

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We Are All So Incredible!!

If You Can See It !!

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 REALITY = THOUGHT 

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I don’t have to be smart in any thing.

- just for me.

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Happy face emoji !

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Why be sad - or only - - 

Why be mad - or only - - 

When instead - 

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There is fun.

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- meet you in the middle !!

 

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How You Forgot There Is Always MORE To UNDERSTAND

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If I can see as to think to see as to as to the reality that I am in - - and how it is-  I am not in - - 

But of it -—

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And how it is - - not even of mine.

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 When Does Something Matter

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To Those That Do Not See ME

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To Want To BE More