Kitty Left Paw.

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there also is bright 
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how the dark is not supposed to be seen as scary 
how it is one;with the light
     - MissKitty

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     NO ONE CAN BE YOU!!!
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     or should be able
      to take ; that away.
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What am I
Existence Proof
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where  am I.,.
it feels so unreal . ,
how before I used to think me .,
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how k now - it is what then I seee.
how now
to know
how no,
things only;of an only;
how you should know and before me-
there is no ONLY.
OR - -
hii - -there should never only BE
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your not gonna go ., any where else -
if you can’t see - - -what is - -
  of you - .
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we are ‘here’ - - in !!
Something Incredible !!!!!
and all you want to do - - is beat it up
how you are the ones totally fckn scared.
BE real with me
tell me what you know
,and you know already
I WILL
only because 
don’t you think then
there is more to know?!!!
right,., even if so odd 
- but for me to know
to learn on my own
and not be afraid 
because how it is;it is 
like a phase ; 
once after the addiction is seen or received help
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how step two 
now begins,
and what that is for me is then
to learn new things !!! 
if what even I can be !!
how before 
only trash
could I even 
know to only to see to not to want to be of. 
and yet. So weird. 
how that is what I was.
to you. weird. Like I always knew. 
if i could have 
understood 
; then 
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I could have then understood 
as to tell then 
some body what my dad
was then doing to me
and that my mom
could only stand;only to watch.
to only have my mom to guide me
and how she was not strong enough 
,how is a child supposed to seee 
all; of that. 
and hii
to separate then
truth from fact
and how it was 
the same thing.
the child.only heard.
the environment of abusers or those, already
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if you could see what I feel
if you could see in your mind
,how I feel
what it is that I see
but don’t see
it is not seen.
hii - felt.,.,.
as
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it is like my mind is now racing in with Time
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to only BE what we feel
that;IS here
and if you can’t see
what you only where made
to feel;;;;;
how as to why
maybe then 
,of the feel
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What is reality then??
it is then 
Every body then -
Agreeing. Or not realizing - - 
You are
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to be only of things here
is to be only
one of two
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how you know  -
there should be more!
at least for you  -
how you do not sea 
what is of you
,the mirror 
you can never look.
how you are too afraid to see
which one are you
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even though. .,,
you .,,  already know 
and only that too.
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you think you are a creative or thinker
shit
what did you learn
and all on your own 
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is it only , of the same thing
that was. Already only told. To make sure.You.only do
what choice do you really get 
when all choices
from the same
dose.
as how you saw
ALWAYS me,
and no honest help
to get
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like the snake eating the poison, that was meant then only used to 
bite,
, infect. All that you can. 
because you can only then be ,
miserable . To all those can 
BE ,.,  of , just a more
OF THE SELF. 
to understand. 
how that. 
is every thing.
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what isn’t a lie
and;told
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we wre all friends - - those that was —
how it was - was that our dads - - \
where beating -  - -
each of us -
and could feel it - - 
without ever having to know it.
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I wish you could see
what I feel
that should have been
so
real.
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how so many friends I lost -
and hii -
blamed ., on alcohol-
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even though . , .it was.
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or a shot in the head
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never on the fahter
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for a fahter to see their own child as trash - - 
and to beat and or rape -
and so then them only -
do not then - - get blamed -
 and hii -
for things -
 they fckn - - did —
against all gods and creation.
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What am i
Where am i
How the pain of that
You can never.
Knew.
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To deny me my existence
Is to then
Deny you yours
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Is to then. Only call it
life
when it should have been 
LIFE
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to never seee.me.
what then, is you.
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what are you,
so afraid, of?
me,. how it was, you
and fear you know.,. Never is
, real.
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we are all !! So !!
Incredible !!!