Of The Not Knowing

to not know - -what you always thought - - as to be - -even of what even real was even thought as -

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and to now know -

monsters take - - even that -

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of the fake role they gave to your life - -to only have -  
and forever only hold -

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just as for them -

all their secrets and lies - -

till the very end -

how the ends -  appear  - -

to be

the same . ,

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only that you - 

are the one - - 

that gave ., then in.to only then be . , all others then , ,. You know of to then see. ,. \

and how you said - -fck you - -to all then the rest -

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and now you to- - 

can only care about you - -and what it is - is not you - - 

that you are even caring for - -

hii- to hide all your lies.