Please Don't Be A BEing That Is Sad

please don’t BE;exist.,.  as sad - -

please don’t exist as angry –

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 don’t BE afraid either –

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TO EXIST !!! –

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when it was that I did not die –

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how it is –

I want –

to EXIST  !! –

 

 

not as before – not as here –

how it is - -

 both are the same and neither is of is.

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how to see –

there is more –

 of feelings – to feel - -!! –

right !! –

how I had to learn ., the hard way –

along too –

learning of you –

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but to see –

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you are only the opposite of me – as to the feeling then that is the truth –

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big fckn deal –

 - to be you - shit – it’s not worth it - -

I see even of my own as to see how much trouble –

it is –

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to lie –

and how it is - -

especially to you –

to your self –

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to your own –

 mind –

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  -- to deny yourself how you feel – as maybe as an possibility –

how you never see the rat from the maze-

 - …….

even though they put you in this state of unrepair –

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how it is –

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not then –

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fate –

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 if I can see as to – how I always had –

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if you can’t fix your self - -

then what are you .,

 

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you have to be honest with you –

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or life –

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never even starts [-

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as to understand then –

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here – all of this –

is only of one thing –

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and how it is –

 I thought we were all special and way more than only this –

 - and this shit –

 - like blah blah –

 - it is sooooo - -old –

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as to only think still - -as the incredible minds then that you think then that you are –

and if you can’t see – the greater possibilities that there are –

when you can –

 read the room –

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and how it is –

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from the ., inside ., =-

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you my friend –

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only on the out . ., -

-…..

how your damage can be undone –

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but your damage to your own self for having only your self –

think only of one dimensional –

to keep me there at –

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how it is all the repeats you did – and in your own head –

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 how it is not as those as me ., to –

 - only ., if we see you –

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how you know when that happens it is almost instantaneously deathe –

 - but if you can survive the pits then of hell –

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 how you will be stronger now --\ than fate –

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my fate all you only had for me –

 was to die –

 and I did - -

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 and I came back –

 alive.