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Floating in the air
As we live
And
Breathe

How we float
Too
Around
Each
Other
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No one ever understanding more
,, than only.
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what are we ?? –
how even that  --
no one can know –
 -
 only as to how you then - -think –
 -
……
what are we?
 
 how we are never supposed to –
 maybe know –
 all the answers –
or then –
 what then will –
 you search –
 -
not seek –
how the quest is to search –
 -
 as to then –
of wants to then BE –
 -
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how we are told
there are no miracles
none that are true.
so too - then you do not then
Believe
one then - is for you
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I want to smile!! Just smile!!
As I,,., live life
!!
As to and to
My eyes. !!
As I feel and glide and
Supercide as I move !! With a flare that is my own !!
To see to view and also to as me —
And with all the love that that entails!!
Because from me ,..
you know dreams ,. Are wishes.
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Wishes —— ARE DREAMS
Which then
Become real !!!
How it too ,, is here ,,..
but now ,.
It is under all the
hate ,,. That has put first ,., before
.you
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how to be in moms shoes -
 -
but not planted in feet -
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how I can see -
feel too now -
 -
her pain .,
how I have to feel now -  
as I relive ., even of my own ., existence
that was taken.
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even in deathe –

I will live –

 -

 or how it is –

 - 

what is it that you believe?

 

how it can only be that –

and nothing more –

and nothing \

less.

.

but if you have never been told -

 -to believe ., 

or how it is -

 -

 make your own!!

-

what then are you -

 - 

only ., as told.or made.

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why aren't we so much more?? -- 
as to think -
 - about then ., things !! -- 
how you forgot - 
how important that is -
 what you had got - 
for the information you did get to know -
 - 
right - 
how you too - always thought -
 - not all you ., knew ., 
as to how each of us ., must all feel -
 and to some extent -
 -
 or why then all this - 
shit in the air -
 -??
why is it even here? - and in the first place  ., and was it ?? -
 how that was my question and to me -- 
when I realized I could think and for me -
 - 
because if you could ever feel the harm you did to me for your self to feel and to always now bare-
-
 you would not then do  -- 
what you did and to me -
 - 
and you would have already now seen -
 the answer why -
 - 
if i am at this point in my realizing of all things that are life and  that are not -
 - 
how you would have to then -
 think this - -
 or know this -
 as to how -
 you felt -
 - 
when you took my life and from me -
 - 
 how you know the crushing existence you to mine -
 that you did -
 - 
to never know you are alive and can love yourself - 
no matter what any one says ., ., 
that .,, that is your right - 
 
 to be able to even be able to -
the right to know that -- 
that i can refuse - - 
what you say is truth - 
 how you made my mind never see how lies operate -
 - 
and then ., not ., 
you -
 -
 how you could swirl images of concoctions and around my head -
-
but you are no god. , no magician -
 -
 only shit - 
trying to steal what is all rights to mine that are to yours -
 - 
to know what i am -
 -
and how it is -
 - 
not , yours.
--
but you do not see - 
 what you lost -- 
in keeping me -
 - 
-
how do you try to explain ., that.
-
to the monsters that harmed ., 
everything about ., 
what was once ., 
you.

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or if no one can understand me ? –

did I ?

die then?

 

am I now –

  then –

somewhere else than where I was then before ?? –

 -

right !! –

 -

lol –

 if you do not get scared when you look –

 -

it is –

incredible –

the view !! 

.

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 what if - -it is you .,

just ., forgot ., 

 

or how too maybe then - 
 -
 the brain needs to then - seen as - 
it's own -
 progress - 
 - 
that then - 
individuals can then have -
 - 
 after learning then of you ., ,. 
-
right -- 
that is what I am;to you.

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And whatever I can think of

How it must be
so
basic.
As to then.
All of you.
How you would know ,. All of this.
To take my rights and from me and without me ever knowing
How you have to know,. The damages
.,
Or then it is worse here,.
I was only for
Your
Fun.

How your intent .,.
Either way though
Is Clear.

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To want death
You have to be of
deathe

,

And any side
Will do
For deathe
Anyone ,.. too

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in distorting what belief is –

 you also got to keep –

 not only as me –

 -

 but those then all below.or above –

how it really doesn’t matter –

 -

as to how you see –

 -

yourself –

 -

it is of the –

self –

 you need to see to view to understand what then is you –

 -

your truth –

 -

 how it is they have to deny –

 -

or to keep you –

how it is –

 then their last try .,

instead of learning  -- and finally for you  -

 -

 to be not only –

 as those –

 abused ,you.

 

…….

how you will never see me - -

as what I all did - -

I never became ., you .,

just as chris .,

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--

how we did not even understand or me as the most un did not –

 but we knew enough –

 -

to not hate as you –

 -

because how it is –

 to come from a home as I did –

-

 how incredible it is –

that I am !!! -- 

 

and for to then deny my rights still as to exist –

 -

how that’s your shame dave - -

not fame .,

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evertime you die or cheat deathe- -

hii –

if you do not learn anything then –

for you –

 -

what then –

 did you cheat –

 of –

 -

how it is –

 not then –

\ deathe –

 -

hii –

 -

 you are only becoming –

 and can’t even see –

 as to judge,

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