To BE Alive !!
to be alive !! - is how I want to feel - and in everything that I do !! -—
how I want to feel the earth and beneath me -
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not it above me-
to fall into -
it’s sea-
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to never then see -
me -
and then -
no body -
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how it is you grow through - being ., here - -existing to not exist-
and how you feel it to understand that -
that you may be wasting it -
and you feel -
in such a pain -
that in side of you can rot -
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and to rot and to not then feel -
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what was it before you thought -
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maybe you are deade
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it is like once you think you can -
and be able to feel it - and to still then not realize -
you are alive too -
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but how you do not see together the two worlds -
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until you do -
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and then to see -
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what a miracle we all are - and for someone to say that you are not -
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how can you ? - take away their own fate .
destiny is eternity and eternity is destiny - but fate -
belongs to the soul .,