to Be From Monsters

if only one thought comes from one thought
and if you make my instincts not sea yours - - 
only one thought -
I never got to own - - 
to have of my own - 
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when you are abused as a child - - 
to not know - - 
of stories only told - - 
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to not even know - - 
what you are - - 
because how you are told - - 
it is always your fault -
Knowing then . .,.,   anything -
how a child can’t sea - - 
that it is then up to its own self to protect itself - 
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and how can it -
when the monster knows how to take -
all chances 
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away
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- - >< - - >< - - 
what are we - 
or what am I - - if I am then different-—
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- - >< - - >< - - 
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to only have - - how that is here.