To Not Be Touched By A Woman

to not be touched by a woman -

what would that feel like -

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how I always wondered -

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but was always told -

wrong to know -

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but how - you still  - wondered -

and wanted to know -

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how the feelings to know -

even if told - - 

not to -

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how you still -

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want to -

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just to even know -

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how it is just like anything -

if you ever wonder -

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how the wonder -

is then -

what you want to know -

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how you know -

what a touch feels like and from a man -

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would the touch then be the same -

 as from then -

 a woman - 
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as what I am -

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or would she know - and be -

gentle - 

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how would she start -

how would I want it to go -

 - would I be already naked and for her to show -

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the lights would be on -

I would want to see her face - as to know then -

 she looks then -

upon then -

 the body that is all of me -

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would she pause - and hold her breathe-

and hold her hand -

until after she has -

adorned all that is me -

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would she use just one hand -

or just a finger to touch then first my flesh -

would she be as to how I can hope to see -

 be as excited as me -

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would she touch with her hands -

every inch that is of me -

to have then a touch that she then can hold -

forever in thoughts and of me -

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touching while I quiver - -

as my body -

goes into -

ecstasy -

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and my mind -

filling with -

a fire -

and in me -

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with every touch from her -

I want then more -

 - how I would not want her -

touch - to stop -

 - how I would want her to explore -

and of me -

 how I would want to be -

explored - and by her-

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letting her be the guide by her hand -

 - as to how then -

where then -

my body will react -

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will she also tease me -

tempt me by teasing me more -

will she make my mouth -

wet - while even holding my breathe 

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will she know -

and let me -

cum many times -