Transmission ,,.,Radio
talk to a real live - -
uncaptivity. ,. girl !
and see now – her worlds -
I have the world of roles – and now I have the world of those – and how I have my own -
forming and formulating and how all the worlds ., of ., too. ,, the ., things. ,.,
the worlds., .are ., many ., -
not ., one .,.,
any emotion. ,. takes away ., worth of self., - -
any addiction. , -
forms only ., false. ,., waves –
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how it shows you ., -
how the pressures., -
of any society. , - -
can never fully –
understand., then ., - -
all the people ., ,as how only
.,., what conformity ., did you make then ., ? - -
with not the right answers - -
or all voices heard and in the family -
no new roads ., can ever be ., - explored. ,., -
or even., ., then ., travelled., - -
we all can only ., get .,. bored. ,.,. ,
how to die that way .,. -
just as the same ., as ., then ., any .,. ,., ., .
so when you were little and you then ., got to see –
what you then ., can be - -
how did you see ,what did you see –
did you become ., thee - ?
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that is what only all the conformity is here., . ,.,
children can never understand anymore. , what they see - -because - -
to just even be in a society ., ., things have to be .,. , the same ., to just .,. ,function - -
but to just only ., ever want only ., just - -
there will never be no . –
prize - -
to get --
sooner or later –
you will –
forget –
and look at how ., so many have - -
to harm your own ., -
blood from your mind - -
is what the dad did - -
he only told ., lies -
no – natural knowledge , does he ., see - -
or .,give. , - -
it will only ., be .,. ,-
what will be as , the ., - missing ., link ., -
a piece ., forever .,. ,not seen ., - -
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creating .,. , holes in the ., ., ozone .,., .
families cant see that are from the hate side of things., -
cant see –
anymore - -
., .,. any thing .,. ,
and they think that means .,., they
.,., are winning .,. ,
how can you be .,., -
if I am .,., here. ,., .,
you then .,
cant ., be .,.,. ,
you cant see - -
only behind ., glass ., is ., thee .,.,
zoo or museum ., -
museum or zoo -
how the two do not matter - --
both only ., -
a step ., to .,. ,.,
not ., 2
or not to . ,.,
how both ., too .,
you didn’t ., do .,.,
and its me ., to love ., you .,. ,
one ., ., ., ., you already ., decided ., not . ,., .,. ,., .,., ., .,., .,. ,, .to,……… . . . . . . . . . . ever ., never .,., to .,.,
to have monsters as family --
you have to see too - -
you are too ., them ., too. ,. ,
and its kinda cool - -
but you couldn’t see ., to keep hands ., .,. , off .,. ,.,. , ,., .
because to have no one opinion .,. ,. , .,
I get to search -
many .,. , -
and more worlds I get to explore. , - --
I can fly ., -
no car I need to have to only ., drive., to get to ., a or b., - -
I can see -
as the crow ., .,., ., ., - -
like a fortune teller ., - -
but from ., your past .,., - -
to help you ., -
find you your own ., -
future ., and again. !
its not imaginary ., friends –
it was you ., with ., you ., .,. ,
with your own ., soul ., -
!
now give a child a phone to only ., forever only play with ., to be ., one ., day. ,., only what it can ., only ., now ., forever ., only ., see ., - - shells only ., walking the earth - - no child ., has now .,, its own ., birth ., enlightenment ., with its own ., connection .,. ,
away ., from . ,earth -
only to become ., -
only ., of now ., .,the dirt. ,.,
now no kids ., -
their own ., eyes –
no souls anymore ., - -
born.,
you cant see ., it is you the abusers ., only the .,.emotion ., - - one step away., ., - -
to only, ., having ., before. , - - never no more .,. , ,.
is those that do ., .,. not those ., that ., don’t .,. ,.,. ,
we always get .,., more .,. ,chances. .,, we get to always ., .repeat ., - - -
you .,cant see ., ., - -
no more. , - -
your feet –
but you think - -
they are not yours -
because ., it is you ., -
to not see ., -
far enough then ., - -
to only ., then ., .,have to ., -
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right –
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you cant go all the way ., - -
360 view -- -
its you ., scared –
and you have to make then ., us - - scared
because once you see - -- -
your just a fkcn ., loser -- -
how everything now even ., more ., changes –
and all now ., - -
for me - -
wishes - --
for horses - -
and horses., with ., wishes -- -
and wild again ., ! is me !!
emotions block the transmission radio
any ., .,and ., .all. ,.,
soon to be only ., a door .,.,. ,
that leads. ,.,. to ., no where. ,. - -
my dadd stole my soul from me for ,me to never be again ., and it is ., me - -
freeeeeeeeeeee –
and with the sight of me - -
knowledge,intact –
an abuser cant even ., understand ., what is ., sex. ,., only ., to make ., others., .,less with., -=
there is no enjoyment to have for those .,., they took their ., own ., away - -
it is not those can understand - -
what is - -
happy ., with. ,.,Self. ,.,
you can deny me all you want dadd – doesn’t change a thing
of what you don’t ., know .
only you wont ., -
see then ., - -
what is ., coming ., -
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how you thought the fate only ., of .,., - those as me .,.,
made to never BE ., ., only be for those then ., that see --
fck you and in ., spades and in - -
forever now ., in your time --
how it is ., -
now only ., what you got -- -
and you ., -
but you cant see - -
you always., only had
., then .,
only –
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you cant see –
the illusionist ., for the illusionist –
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an abuser is an abuser is an abuser and is an abuser and also too to other abusers –
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how one man does ., own you all - --
but it is not ., god - -
it is a man ., - -
the one that had –
invented - -
his ., -
game --
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how his name –
forever ., reigns., -
not ., ever .., yours., - -
now mine – will –
too --
for being ., -
smarter ., than ., the cat –
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right –
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how my soul -
is of then ., -
its ., own ., - -
earthly ., intelligence –
right –
how my knowledge --
came from - -
everywhere ., too –
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you cant see –
shit or boo –
or what the fck is you - -
you didn’t check ., -
to make sure –
.
your fcked – in the circle of time - -
because their is no ., rewind., -
how you couldn’t .,see - -
that .,. ,-
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either –
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look at it this .,way –
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think –
of the trueity of conversations ., we can have - -
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not pretending ., -
only ., apples and oranges –
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but understanding ., -
complex –
beings –
then .,as me –
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because –
for me to understand that and that I have to be now more –
complete to me to understand then ., too –
how I can even ., learn –
because you only can –
with the soul at hand -
right ! –
the one then ., -
that ., guides you !! - -
and I must have –
a great .,. ,.,
because to see you and not be afraid ., -
how you must know - -
if I keep on ., understanding., -
I only ., can ., and will - -
I am not afraid –
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to live ., through ., -
my own ., -
suicide. ,., -
and now –
I can ., -
over and over and over again -
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I have died .,., many ., times –
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its you ., -
never. , once. , -
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it is you ., afraid and because shit --
now you know .,
what that feeling .,
now ., -
was .,.,.,