Wanting More Of Just What More Can Be


wanting pleasure - - or just a fck - - 
how that is the monster - -
or the one learning to be -
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a fck - - is just sex-
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how it can only stroke the ego -
only so much -
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but to take all of life’s happiness -
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that is what the monster can only take -
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that is what the monster - - 
only seas.. . ,
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to not sea - -to want just a little more than even only that -
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How you the abusers - - remain -
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and not in the wonderful way as you were hoping for - 
wanting - of -—
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because how for me -
dreams of love -
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to never come -
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how it doesn’t matter as - - what love - 
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love for one self to want to feel to have to hold to always then keep -—
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how that is what love means -—
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our def we get - - is to keep you inside-—

and not to ever feel - - the wetness - - of the rain -—

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of when it is L:IFE -

creating - - it’s own !!
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-that is what the touch of rain does -

how you feel - - to just dance under !! - - 
that is realizing - - 
that you can - - 
if you would . ,., just let you

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to be afraid to do that - how it is you had to make - - 
sure -
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I never did that - 
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to then see - 

  only what then is you - - 

To Abuse - -

how it is - - only fear you possess -

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and how it is yours-

 - because of the things that you did - 
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 your fear - 
is only - - getting .,.,caught.

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that is your life - -

how it is you not living -—

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to live in fear - - you know - - that is what you had to do to my soul -—
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to forever always feel - -
to rot then .,, inside ., .,
either to hate - - or to just roll over 
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and that can even be of two ways - to never stand .,  or to never stand ever ., again
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when you beat your own self down ., and how it is  - - after it has been abused - 
how you are then - -re affirming -—
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 the abuse.
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how our minds - -
are so delicate !! - - 
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when it is - - you are blind to know.
but passion . ,. to have that in your life ., ,. 
and how it doesn’t matter as to your life -
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how you know -
 passion - - 
never keeps score.
- how you just want .,, more !! -
as how it makes you then feel - -
all stupid in side !! - -as to how you think  ., .
but how it is not learning to care -
 
about what then . , others only think -
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and as an abuser -
 you have to always  - - 
worry - -about that .

 

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we all could have been flying - - !!
while we all were   - - fcking !!

-you abusers - - just fckn blow- -
stink ass - - all over the place -
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