What Was You

What my father did to me – no father should ever be

How my mother not protect me - - how no mother should be

How a society that does not care about it’s own children –

 

How a society then  --

That isn’t.

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Is that all you want to fck is then what ?

Those that are less than you as you see they are;say they are - -

Really ?/ that is your joy??

Getting only those , , ,even of;your less.

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How that does not make any sense –

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Only if you do not care about your own self –

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And how that has to be first.

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What if what we were told as to how to behave is - -as they know-

Only as for the day -- -

How the times do change - - even if they do not want –

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How it is –

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How it is then

- up to you !!

 

For your own selfs to feel - -

Alive and anew !!!

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To keep only thinking that the theories will out last our days –

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How I am proof –

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The mind - -

Has changed –

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To be able to see - -

How are my animal instinct s!!!

How it is me surviving now more than my abusers to only be

!! how you know – what I have accomplished !! if an abuser you are ..

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And how it is not smug like you will think - -

And if you do , , ,how it is then you - -

Not anew –

 

How it is you still thinking only –

Of past things only to do –

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How you have to stay in your past - -how it is - -how you might not ever be that brave –

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But if you do - -

You can see –

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Everything –

That was told to you.

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if there is one abuser - -

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How too –

There is many of you - -

But how you do not see –

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Also after you .- (just as you me , , but how the abuse , , just a different to one degree.)

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-and how if they are if they can be - -

How you know they know more than you

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-how to be hiding truths - -

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Maybe – it is time due

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The bell has rung , ,and how it is - -

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For you.- those that abuse.

To now see you , ,  for the first time then ,from the last time

You did.

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To not fully understand what you did to me - - and to just do –

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How you will never know then –

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What was you.