Why Be Only Afraid or Sad
wouldn’t that be awesome –!!
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to stand at the door –!!
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of both ways= - !!
as to the only two things you can be here - -
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now as to see or learning too -
you –
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how you –
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only as weak as me –
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how our thinking –
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of our view - -
only as we can only see –
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how soon you will –
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whether or not you want to believe \- \
just as me –
how you know –
the traps you put on my mind –
to never see –
to never be free –
how you then –
free to abuse me –
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and for what ? ?
how you –
didn’t learn a thing –
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how much do you think my mind has had to enlarge –
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to even learn now –
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of you .
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you only of the told –
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how I was left behind –
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but how my mind –
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not as yours –
-clouted –
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mine was the depression that you put me in –
-for me to be always in to never be –
-to only be –
your punching bag –
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that is why you say in the psychology books now about the physical abuse to woman –
-because you don’t have to do that anymore –
-how you can control –
- every woman and from a child – keep the child degraded as to feel .,even for itself,,., inside .,
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and so you thought –
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right –
- how many of me are there? –
as to be able to see to learn about you –
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and not be afraid -
but how you - -
the one now afraid - -
maybe because you can see too - -
how none of this mattered --
how the test was not what can you do –
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how many times can you make your self
brand new !!! –
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you never learned about the things around you my abusers only as to - -abuse .,
what then did you learn -- how it is only -
a part .,
only -
it is not all --
that
is.
,,,,,no matter even how you my abusers try to make even ,, only is .,
only is., never is - -
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and the fact that you missed that --
how much else ., did you miss..
and how it is - -
we all do ., , as to /,.,
something.
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just because you abused me ., doesn't mean ., your knowledge of me., or even .,
.you.
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